Paging Dr.Tenma

I’m going to try and write a journal entry but I might be too tired to get a proper one out. lets wait and see
Song: Portishead-seven months
So I might have pinkeye? My eye was getting extremely red. And I mean extremely red,only my right eye. And the nurse told me I have pinkeye, but mom says I probably don’t. I don’t really care, it just makes me look something crazy.
So after I wrote out that last entry I made alot of progress on my story. I’m no longer interested in typing out the full name.
So there is this girl name Greta that is a total hard body. Her ass could sink a ship. If she was to sit on your face you would have the most awesome death ever. She is freaking sexy. But I never really talk to her that much. I talked to her for a few hours freshman year with Connor and Matt, I even got her number. I never hit her up, I should of though.
Fast forward to this summer, I was at Connors smoking some hookah and getting stoned. And a bunch of her friends arrived. They are all very attractive. And I’m not the most social person when I’m high. But she sat next to me on the bench thing around the fire. It is not one of those “she sat by me” moments. That seat just happened to be open, I’m not going to flatter myself. I handed her the hookah hose when she told she had never done it before. I taught her how to. We chewed the beef a little bit, nothing more. But she was really friendly. She addressed me by name and asked for instructions. I guess that is a pretty good sign.
This is going somewhere, I’m not just being creepy. Though it is kind of creepy. But she is really hot.
Fast forward today. I’m walking up the stairs after lunch eating an orange. It was a really good orange. Oranges probably are my favorite fruit.
“Digression!”
I’m going to start calling myself out when I digress really bad, because I tend to do it alot.
But anyways, I’m eating the orange when I feel someone hit the back of my foot. I look over my shoulder and see it is her. I turn back around and it happens again. Then she says.
“Are you eating oranges?”
This kind of took me back, but I fucking rolled with it.
“Yes, I’m enjoying an orange.”
she replies
“Yeah you smelt really good, I love the smell of oranges”
I then held it out offering her some, which she turned down. We then made small talk about oranges before. I waited off the stairs and started walking with her. It was really spontaneous. But I got to my class really fast and exited the conversation. I don’t know if I said goodbye or not, I hope I did. Damn, I’m socially retarded. In hindsight I should've kept walking with her past my class. I don’t know If I’ll get that chance again. If I do I won't hesitate to seize the day. Carpe Diem

Song: katalyst- whose reality
I finished reading all of bakuman and I gotta say, It was fantastic. Assuming this is you, Cayden Oliver Mcknight, read it again. Also read the other works by Tsugumi Ohba. At this point in time he has only released this and death note, and I loved death note.
Bakuman often left me feeling inspired. The two main characters were always working hard at improving their skills. It usually left me working on my own pieces. And I want to read perfect crime party and reversi really bad.
The mangas I’m reading now are monster and 20th century boys. Both done by the same writer. And they are fantastic mystery suspense pieces. I’ll write more later, but I want to read monster right now!
I’m back the next day, and I want to talk about Monster.
I’ve read the first 35 chapters since I started reading it yesterday, I’ve had a problem putting it down. In case you don’t remember, here is a brief plot synopsis

Dr. Tenma is known as one of the best surgeons in germany, if not the world. He is dating the hospital directors daughter who both constantly use him. One night he is called into to work on a little boy who was shot in the head. Both of his parents were found dead and his sister though unharmed, was in a state of shock. But right before he gets ready to work on the boy, he gets an order from the director to operate on the mayer who just had a stroke. Dr. Tenma is faced with an intense moral dilemma, Work on the mayer like order, or save the little boys life? He decides to work on the little boy, not only jeopardizing his career, but ultimately his life.
The director in rage, promised him that he would never be able to work his way up in the hospital, even taking his promotion away from him. This causes his fiance to leave him. But suddenly the director and the man who replaced him die from poisoning.
Ten years later a string of serial killings are breaking out. The target, middle aged couples without children. Dr. Tenma soons finds out that the killer is Johan, the boy he saved.
When Dr. Tenma is accused of all the murders he goes on the run to get revenge on Johan.

I’m interested to see where it goes. I want to attempt reviewing it. One criticism that
I have so far is that almost every man in it has had their wife leave them. I’ll probably have more once i get farther into it.
I’m trying to get more critical of film and books and manga. When I’m playing video games, I can tear them apart. Steambot Chronicles, a game I really love for example. I have a massive list of things it does wrong. And I can find way more. But with movies, good movies mainly. When I watch a film I like I can’t think critically of it. It has a different effect on me. Even when a game is fantastically made I can still find a good amount of flaws. I wonder if that is problem within me or it is a difference within the mediums.
I mean from a strictly technical standpoint games have more that they can do wrong. And I feel like you are more actively liking or disliking games.