I have not wrote for a while and do not feel like doing a full blown catch up. I didn’t finish the last two I started. I might not finish this one I’m faded, tired and wanting to smoke the rest of my weed.
So for Christmas I got 50 bucks, a stero for my car, a book about imagineers and a video game. I’m disappointed with the christmas in both spirit and Presents. But that is not what I want to talk about right now.
So after christmas I had some money, so I bought three months of playstation plus and a dub. Bioshock two came free with it. So I spent the next two days getting stoned and playing through it. And it was a fantastic experience. Bioshock is a very atmospheric game. It can get really tense. By playing on hard difficulty it forced me to analyze every situation before I went running guns/drill blazing. And the atmosphere comes from how interesting of a place Rapture is. It it a strange and mysterious place. Every room has a story. I often found myself sneaking into rooms so I could watch and see what the enemies are doing. Just by looking around I was able to deduce what grizzly and depressing had happened.
I’m going to get with nitty gritty right now. I’ll talk bull shit later. I’m feeling lazy.
Zach and Bailey broke up. I’m not sure how much your remember about those two. They had been going out for three years when Zach decided he was over it and out of it. Though I was mindfucked that he would do so(I always assumed she would dump him honestly). She cried and threatened to kill herself and what not. But I approve of zachs decision. Why would he want to be in a relationship with a girl that is mediocre in both looks and personality for his entire teen life? But there is a more interesting point that I wanted to get too. He is already in another relationship. So weird! Not even 20 hours later and he has moved on. He was even saying Baylee was a bitch at the New Years Party. How could he not still love her in anyway? I find the entire situation hard/not worth grasping. You would think that he would want to go spend some time single. but he goes straight into another one. I assume that Zach will push this relationship really fast. I was discussing it with Matt over some cigarettes and raised an interesting point, zach does not have a father figure in his life. So is he over compensating for this by being in a relationship?
And another thing! She has sent me about seven messages since they broke up. What does she want?!?! She could want my dick(I certainly don't want this.). Maybe she got deluded into thinking I’m a good shoulder to cry on. I pondered all of these, some more than others. But I think I figured out why, she is trying to make sure she is still friends with everyone in the group, because she knows everybody will pick Zach over her. I do like baylee. We talk about writing and what not. I mean besides Zach and secret I was better friends with her than the rest. But I’d much rather eat lunch with Zach, he is alot funnier than her.
So about the drinking with sara business I alluded to earlier, I drank because she was there. You see, when I get too high I’m not good for conversation. Sad fact of life. So I compensated by drinking. In total I drank five beers, half a Four Loko's and a questionable amount of vodka. Also I was stoned and just in general in an awesome mood. I didn’t say anything socially awkward and I only took my pants off once. But it was a well done pants off. It was in context. Sara was kinda being a dick. Just making snide remarks at everyone. She even said
“Sometimes when you talk Cayden It just goes right over my head and I quit listening”
Mom says that alot. I need to gain control of my digression during any conversation
I GOT A FAST MIND BABY!
I’m going to go watch School rumble.
Keep your lights on don’t sit too close to the TV
That Ditzy school comedy School rumble!
THERE IS SOMETHING I NEED TO TELL YOU! BUT’S FAR TOO HEAVY!
Also I’m listening too nostalgia music.
Fireworks
Taking back sunday
Thursday
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