Good news! followed by some drunken crying. It is not embarrassing because I don’t remember it. Also Retro City Rampage is some good fun! It made me nostalgia a tad and it also made me laugh.
Thursday- War all the time
So yes starting with the good news, I finished! The perfect woman is finished! The writing part at least. It took me awhile to finish but I’m semi happy with it. Now it needs some editing done. Most of the beginning is edited for spelling and grammar. This read through I’m on right now is primarily checking for flow and making sure the narrative is all active. Next I’ll go through and be a real nazi about spelling and grammar. I’m ready to move on with my life. When I finish I’m showing everyone.
So about the drunkenness, I don’t think I knew I was crying. I really blacked out. But I need to start from the beginning.
Mom and dad went out of town for the weekend. So that friday Brad, Matt and the entire Lindsay group came over. We smoked a blunt and a bowl and shot the shit before they left. We had a bottle of whiskey, nice whiskey too. Freaking Matt took 15 shots and was useless. He could not walk talk or think. He was not very fun. And I honestly don’t even really remember talking to Brad. All I remember is talking to my sister? It was a really weird night. I would write about it more, but that is the worst I’ve ever blacked out. I can even remember the blacking out looming over me.
I did just remember something though. Taylor started conversation with me. Luckily I did not say anything stupid, I did through a good compliment her way, but it was natural and went well. And apparently she likes the way I dress? That does not suprise me for I normally wear all black, and she is emo like. I’m installing google drive right no so I can hope that it decreases the amount of stalling this shit does.
I’m continuing from last night in study lab. Though Michael Schimmels is glancing over at my screen and it is making me uncomfortable. But I’ll try my best!
So saturday was abbeys night to party. Though Zach, Matt and connor came over and chilled for a while. And a game of hide and go seek broke out!
Anyways there was boys there drinking. And there where these two fuckers that I wanted to kill. When they arrive they immediately started putting our nice chairs on the table? Abbey thinks this weird and starts taking them down when one knocks over. I go and start yelling at those four jack asses. They all looked scared and did not know what to do. Fucking morons. I took my buddies home and when I came back they did not have a ride home and wanted to sleep over. I was not going to allow it. So I got on them about finding a ride home. Fucking morons.
Most people leave so it’s just the Cocksuckers and my sisters friends.
But soon a group of guys cames with a bottle of vodka. The one kids proceeds to immediately get hammered. I mean he was taking massive swigs constantly. He must of drank half of that bottle. when he started talking about how he is not even that drunk. So I said
“In ten minutes you are going to be unable to walk.”
He just laughed it off like it was all OK.
Of course I was right. He was trashed, saying really embarrassing things.
At this point it was about 1:30 and the douchebags still had no ride(They fucking live in meridian.)
So they gave me gas money and I gave them a ride home. It was about an hour both ways.
Upon arriving back everyone is chilling. But that one kid is stupidly drunk. I even asked if he had drank more once I left, he hadn’t. He was rolling around on the floor, trying to slide like a penguin. I was embarrassed for him. He even told me he loved me, I doubt he remembers me.
We cleaned up and my parents don’t know about the parties.
I’m always a tad wary about writing the bad things I do here. I’m worried I’ll die(or my parents start feeling nosy) and they will read these. That would be bad. There are a few entries that I wrote while high but I was to sketched out to say so. TRY AND FIGURE OUT! YAY!
I’m excited to have finished the perfect woman, now I can move on with my life. I wish I knew what I know now when I started writing it. But it will help me in my next effort. I’ll be taking a short break before starting another one. I’m buying a bag soon, so I’ll use that time to recharge creatively and come up with a good idea. I might revisit my story about the schizo author.
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