I think I might be wrong.

So last night I had my eyes set to kill, and my dick set to stun. I was ready to seal the deal! And it’s not like that is off the table, at least I don’t think so. But there is a lot more on this metaphorical table than I had realized. So last night, I wrote that journal entry. I was feeling all good about myself, thought I had the perfect plan! So I finish writing and then I went and smoked a bowl in the shower. This one was fatter than the ones I usually do. But I got really stoned finished my shower and went to my room for some good Ol Netflix. I saw that the endless summer was on it so I started watching that. It’s fun to watch people surf and the narrator was really funny, making it a win win? It could of been, but It had to keep on buffering. Eventually I got bored of waiting so I messaged her again. She was happy to talk to me. But then she said something I did not want to hear. “Ohh I’m wondering why my life is so terrible. Fuck! I have learned from experience this was not the road I wanted to travel down! It could get me stuck in the friend zone. And that is the last thing I want to have happen. Or it could mean she wants to date me. Something else I do not want. So I put my head into my pillow and said fuck. Fuck. So I just replied “Oh please.” I knew this would make her mad. But I figured if I made her mad she wouldn’t try that again and I could easily get her to forgive me next class. But then she said something that was saying I was such a great guy. It made me feel bad for a moment. I said “oh please” again. I was really trying my luck. This one got her mad, I don’t really remember what she said. So I told her she was also pretty great. I didn’t want to, but it was the only way to cut my loses. But I think she figured I was only trying to appease her. I quit responding at that point. But my plan is still a go. I’ll finish this tonight. I really need to start working on my math homework. I’m hoping to find time this class period to type of my review of Catherine.