As I’m sitting in the doctor's office getting the side effects of the medication(Accutane) I’m about to start taking, I couldn’t help but laugh. For I feel most of them each day.
The first thing she warned me about was headaches. I might start getting really bad headaches, if only she knew. Now yes, I should've told her about the daily headaches that affect me. But I wouldn't want her to decide I shouldn't be taking it. She then explained the depression I may feel. Baby I’m depressed right now. When I’m sad I don’t tell people. I just don’t like to. All the girls on facebook talking about how depressed they are and how no one understands them, I see right through them. But I don’t need to tell people. Everyone who cares can see right through me. Well it is usually just Secret and my parents. But still. I can usually work through what is bothering by myself. But that can’t be healthy, I mean am I really getting over it? Or do I just get better at ignoring it? I don’t have a particular reason to be depressed right now, But I am. Maybe the problem is I have not overcome anything yet. They are just chewing away at me. I got back into jrpgs. I’m playing through steambot chronicles again. Since it has two different paths you can go through I’m playing good this time. I felt bad after beating the game last time around. I killed everyone in happy garland. And I completely betrayed the Garland Globetrotters. And the girl I kept on going on dates with Savory, turned out to be a bad guy. But I’m excited to play through it. Because “STEAMBOT CHRONICLES! A relaxing non-linear adventure!” I finally want to beat final fantasy 13. When I had it for the xbox 360 I could never get into it. Apparently it just sucks for the first twenty hours. Once you get past that it opens up and it is great. I’m also going to get Tales of Grace F. It should be fun
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