homecoming the return of the sadness

I have one thing on my mind, but nothing in my heart. That would be a great beggining to a poem.But I don’t think I have one in me. But I did right one that was passable in english the other day. But I came to talk about love and relationships
It is homecoming week. Naturally I’m dateless and depressed. I tried to ignore it, but my mom kept reminding me. Trying to get me to ask someone, anyone. But my shell is too comfortable to leave for just anyone. After the scarring events of the last time I asked someone to homecoming. Fucking sara with some buff guy. To hell with her. But I’m not letting her turn this into a rant about what a beautiful bitch she is.
So there was this one girl in my math class that I was thinking I could ask. But then I found out she has a boyfriend in utah. That was when I realized that she is fucking retarded. But she is very cute and she likes anime. Did I have any other choice than be a dick about it? I’ll explain it after I go make some chamomile tea. I can’t write without tea.
I waited until the moment was right. I knew I would only be able to get away with it once. So I knew that I needed to be swift but fair. I needed her to actually contemplate what I was saying instead of just being mad at me. So in a friendly manner I said “So where do you realistically see the relationship going?”. It appeared friendly enough so she did not get defensive yet. She said she wants to go to college where he lives. Keep in mind that she is only a sophomore. So then I went straight for the throat, which I should've saved for the grand finale.  “So you don’t think he won’t meet anyone in the meantime?”. She had no proper rebuttal, how could she? I then went at her again “Do you want to spend your entire teenage life in a strictly platonic relationship?”. At this point she is stupefied. She knows I’m raising valid point. She manages to mumble out “not exactly.”. I go for the coup de grace and ask “Is it a fulfilling relationship?”. She gives no exact answer nor did I expect her to. It is quite for a moment before danielle can’t handle it and says “wow cayden, you got serious!”. Then gabby laughed and said “it all seemed so bad!”. I didn’t say anything. I knew all I would do was just step on my own feet. I did not intend to be malicious. I just knew if I could get her to seriously think about these questions I’d have my way. But I think she ignored them, because she knows I’m right.
About ten minutes ago I posted on her wall “I like you.” vague but revealing. I do not know what I expect to get out of this, but it should be interesting. I’m going to stick to my guns. If she asks me what I meant I’m going to spell it out loud. She is an attractive girl who likes anime.