Welp I have alot to talk about but I don’t even know where to begin. So I’m just going to rant aimlessly until my hands hurt and I go listen to laser time and play borderlands 2.
Song- 23 by blonde Redhead
So I have been searching for a job lately. I applied at multiple places and nothing has happened. But then I applied at some gimmicky restaurant that is opening called mungo grill. I got interviewed and it went really well. So I told brad to go apply, he did and got hired. I did not so. I’ve been beating myself up in frustration over this. Everytime I try to do something nice it backfires and shit sucks. And well shit sucks. And I hate it. Nothing goes my way, which I’ll confirm in another story.
now playing: The XX-infinity
It was friday night. I had nothing to do. So I was watching some anime(sands of destruction to be exact) and playing lollipop chainsaw. When matt texted me seeing if I wanted to hangout. I said sure and he came over. When he got over we talked for a little when he asked what should we do. Joking around I said
“hey! We could go to cole mellons party!”
“Yeah we should go to that!”
“Okay, let me find out where it is.”
We went on facebook found out and headed out.
Now I don’t usually go to parties. It makes me feel uncomfortable. My idea of a good time is smoking bowls and playing mario party 3. But I just had to do something. I’m sick of being myself. My boring young self.
The party was out in the foothills in star. It’s about mid-october so it is freezing out. I made sure to put on 3 jackets so I’d keep warm.
On the drive there I felt my normal anxiety. I don’t normally associate with the kids I assumed would be attending. The dumb ass stoners. Something I have unsuccessfully strived to not look like. But that is not my problem, and I’m not letting this turn into an angry rant about that.
Anyways we arrive and I’m happy with the people I see there. Promise and all them and a bunch of other people I know. Layne minor, olivia haun roxy banner(I still think her name sounds like a pornstar name. and danielles twin cousins. I wonder if you will remember these peoples when reading this?
Regardless it sucks at first. Just a bunch of people standing around a dying fire. I say something about when is the party suppose to start.
“Cole is still coming with the beer, don’t worry.”
I am worried. Since I’m driving home I can’t drink. I don’t even like drinking. Really the only reason I came was for woman which at this point there was only five and none of them fuckable sober. I smoke some cigarettes at this point people are leaving. If this party ends I’ll be pissed for wasting gas.
When all of a sudden the booze arrives! At this point the amount of people there seems to triple and some much needed energy comes to the party. Within the first five minutes everyone is falling on there ass drunk. 60+ beers are drunken in this time. Roxy comes up and hugs me, almost tripping in the process. A prime target to be taken advantage of, not that I would. I make a few jokes about boobs when black guy chris comes running up to me.
“duudee!11! You just missed some titties.”
I’m heartbroken.
“damn dude who? I need to see some tits!”
“I’ll help you dude!”
We walk up to some obviously drunk woman.
“Hey! show him your tits!”
I approach in a ration matter, explaining me and my cause. I explain that I can’t drink tonight for I am driving and if I don't get any titties I’ll go home depressed and defeated. She finds this hilarious.
At first she refuses. But then she told me I could put my hand down her shirt. I put in slowly, expecting her not to allow me in the bra. But I was wrong. I feel those tits for all they’re worth. I still don’t know her name.
Meghan oberry comes stumbing up to me,obviously plastered.
“CAYDUNN, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! THIS FUCKING KIID RIGHHTT HER EVERYONE IS AWESOME!”
I thought I had already talked to her that night but it turns out it was just her sister who is equally as drunk. I talk to her for a while when I decide to go talk to the boobs from earlier.
I find her and say
“so about you flashing me.”
She gives me a confused look and asks what. I explain I’m the guy from earlier who put his hands down her shirt. She didn’t remember. The stupid woman had already forgot. she wasen’t very hot but she was easy and stupid. I figure if I got desperate enough I’d go back to her later.
Through talking to mehgen I find out there is an attractive norwegian foreign exchange girl at this here party.
“introduce me!” I cry out.
We go talk to her for a while and we really hit it off. We sit close and talk about different stuff for a while. A few times I resist the urge to kiss her. I eventually get her number for a date. While talking to her the other drunk girl from earlier comes up and is fondling all over me. I push her off out of fear she’d scare off peea. That was my first mistake.
So I quit talking to foreign girl when all of sudden this annoying black guys walks up to her and starts making out with her. At first she tries to push him away, but then gives in. At this point I was ready to leave the party, I was so pissed. Roxy told me they fucked later in the night.
So I’ve been pretty depressed over that. I mean that sums up how my life has been lately. But you gotta roll with the punches even though I haven’t been able to get back up. Today I have been trying to cheer up. I watched a few episodes of seinfeld which which gave me some much needed laughs. I played alot of borderlands 2 today while listening to talkradar and laser time. Which helped. Right now my main goal in life is finding a girlfriend. Something that has never come easy for me. I think I just need to start actually playing the field. Not just hoping to be thrown on it.
I’m writing my short story, it’s going on fine. I’m not doing any of it today. I’ve had enough writing.
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