God I have been lazy with writing. I have been feeling very chill, just passing the days. So I have been smoking quit a bit more than I usually do. I don't mind writing while high, heck I kinda enjoy it. But when im faded all I want to do is watch tv and smoke more. Such is life. It probably has something to do with the type of bud, gives a very stoney feeling.
Sara is moving soon. I honestly don't feel anything about this. Maybe a little sad that I completely lost her. I mean I spent the last three months trying to forget about her. But I doubt I’ll ever forget her.
So let me think, My life has been kinda boring lately. Very un-noteworthy. I'm going to lagoon in two weeks. Its kinda weird,but hey I'm excited...kinda, It's just hard to get excited about lagoon after going to disneyland. And I miss disneyland daily. Lately I have been enjoying some fine old nostalgia(while under the influence). Watching rugrats and hey arnold. Playing all my favorite nintendo 64 games. Something about It just makes me happy and relaxed.
So last week I decided to buy a can of chew. I enjoy a good nicotine buzz.And getting a good buzz while watching twin peaks is the bees knees. So I finished the can about a week after I bought it. I thought I was going to get really bad cravings But I ended up not. So that is a victory for me. If I decide to buy any tobacco products again I'm planning on waiting at least a week. I don't want to get addicted like andy is. But he just has a really addictive personality. I mean fuck I’m pretty sure the kid is addicted weed for christ’s sake.
In a way I kinda am ready for school to start. More out of curiosity than anything else. I honestly think im going to have a good year. I just need to work hard and not get lazy. And that will be difficult in itself.
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